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Name: alli
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Quad Cities
Birthday: 8/5/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: i like bendy straws, sunkist, polos, music, long walks on the mississippi...GROSS, rainbows, hangin out wit my ppl, coca cola black cherry vanilla...YUMMY!, fried bologna, pirates, boys hu wear grl pants n eyeliner :P, blah blah blah
Expertise: bein me!!!! :D
Occupation: Student


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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

today is...

TUESDAY!!!

so therefore...

tomorrow is:::

WEDNESDAY!

(which means)

i getta...

GO HOME!!!


Wednesday, July 05, 2006

14 DAYS!!!


Thursday, June 29, 2006

so yeah so far so good...notin to excitin here!well notin really at all!lol well yeah 20 days til i go home...i kno my lil sis is missin me already do thats kinda hard!yeah i kno imma bitch but i have a soft spot!lol well good thing is i think my mommy mite let me get my industrial,tregus,&& anti wen i get bak on the 19th!yay!!!im excited hope so lets me!!!lol well yeah idk wut else to say so im outie!!!...</3alli mar!e

 

*..beHind maH smIle arE thIngS yoU'lL NEVER unDerStaNd..*


Tuesday, June 20, 2006

This is to the girls who don't ever get the guy, the ones who are left out. The ones that lie in bed at night and wish that the guy they like would just glance at them, the girls who wonder what they can do to impress him, just so he'll notice. The ones who take longer to put on makeup, longer to pick the perfect outfit, to show him, even when he doesn't notice this is to the girls who are overlooked for what they really are, the ones who have been judged too many times. The ones that feel like there is nothing to do that can steal his heart, the ones who's tears turn into time, as nothing ever gets better. This is to the girls that stay strong though it all...


If you take a look inside a girl's heart, you'd see how much she really cries. You'll find secrets hidden, the best of friends, and lies. But what you'll see most is how hard it is to stay strong when everything is going wrong.


Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean that her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong doesn't mean that there's nothing wrong...

 

 

so yeah life is ok i guess not to much new went to chicago for chior n now im in the big old PA!lol yeah so far not the most excitin thing in the world but yeah i hope it all gets better!lol well yeah i think i mite be goin to this creations thing its like concert n wut not but its all bouts god idk how thats gonna go but i hopes it gonna be fun!umm yeah lots of hott guys here so far lol not to many live around this area jus a bunch of old ppl!:'( well yeah we r gonna go to hershey park one day n shoppin too!yay!so yeah that should be fun!o yeah n we mite be movin to joy but idk for sure yet we shud find out tonite!so thats kinda cool...im outie...</3alli mar!e


Thursday, May 04, 2006

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper,
and I get how Rock can beat Scissors,
but there's no frickin way Paper can beat Rock.
Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock, leaving it immobile?
Why the heck can't paper do this to scissors?
Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?
Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly
suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class?
I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody.
A rock would tear that motha up in about 2 seconds.
When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock.
Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper
I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say,
"Oh crap, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you...

 

lol i thot that was really funneh!well yeah ppl like to say shit bouts u behind ur bak or to the principal no not to ur face its like a sin or somtin!well yeah u kno hu u r n if u or ur mom have a problem wit me u can say it to my face bc u kno ive told u were stockys favorite n u didnt have anythin to say!wuvs u queen kong!lol...ne ways!this wknd shud be ok friday/morrow track meet in weithersfield...YAY!!!"not really"<<---a quote that will go down in history like tyler friden himself!...saturday i have 6 flags that will be fun!sunday idk wut im doin prolly sleepin in...o yes that rite!lol umm yeah i think thats about it!!!...so i think im outie...</3alli mar!e

 


A boy sits in his room. With unseen tears running down his face.
Not about to end any time soon. He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow.
He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled.
Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad.
The only person he ever loved was this girl.
He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go,
trying to forget the girl who just s h a t t e r e d his heart into pieces.      
Not too far away from that boy's home.
Sits a girl, all alone.
With music blaring and tears not heard.
Her head is down, actions speak louder than words.
Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up so misplaced.
Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end.
She understands that things will never be the same.
She takes out her notebook and a pen.
Starting to write of anythign that comes to mind.
She tries not to think about the boy...
because the only pain worse then having your heart broken...is breaking your own.



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